Rewind pt 3

I remember the first time I saw my ex in over a month. Him deleting me from facebook was the reaction i was waiting for. Even though I didnt want to see that, what else was i to expect? I clearly played my cards right, making him jealous enough to have to get rid of me from his friends list. Sitting at Timmy's with a green tea keeping my hands warms, I looked him over. He hadnt changed. But he looked at me more expectantly. So i followed the ebooks script and our convo went like this:

"So, I think we should try and just be friends. No hard feelings you know?"

He looked at me, surprised. "Oh."

"I think that would be best."

"Okay. Let's be friends." He still looked at me like he was expecting me to get on my knees and want him back or something. Yeah, right.

So we just went into the convo as to why he deleted me.

"I didnt want to see all your photos anymore."

"I thought you said you werent ever going to be on facebook?'

".... i was on it everyday."

The nerve.

I explained how December was great. My grandpa was diagnosed with cancer and OH my cat died. It was a great fucking month.

"Why didnt you tell me?" He said.

Why would? Why the FUCK would I? "You're not apart of my life anymore." was what i said. Fuck him.

He didnt like that answer. He explained that he was surprised I didnt call or text him at all (the book said no, so i didnt) GOOD, glad he didnt get what he wanted from me. It gave me value. He saw the photos of me being happy without him and he couldnt handle it. I was suddenly worth alot to lose and I was his mistake to let me go. He even said he 'found out' about me going on coffee dates (again, the plan worked perfectly) and knew i was only doing it to make him mad. GOOD. And yeah, he didnt like seeing me look sexy in that red dress at New Years when he was alone with his couples friends for that celebration. GOOD.

The best part was that his memories of that month sucked. Because I forced myself to make it seem like I was having fun, allowed me to actually have fun, in turn making that month one of the funnest to date. I had great friends who stuck around and helped me through it all and all he had was school and friends that couldnt relate because they were in relationships. Suick my fucking cock, you deserve your unhappiness, karma's a bitch, isnt it?